Introvert - Object Permanence Theory | Текст песни

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• Introvert
• Object Permanence Theory

I spent all night writing my suicide note;
Detailing all the steps I took to gather the rope
And tie it tightly to the rafters, looping it around my neck, kick the chair out and hang till I choke
Fuck.
I’ve still got
a fucking ocean inside of my head
I still think
that Im worthless, and better off dead
I’m still a nervous wreck
Still begging to get strung up by my neck

But I’m already hanging on every word that you said
And so ashamed of this pathetic life I’ve lead.

What the fuck did you mean
"I'll never let go"
I'm all alone
Alone is all I've ever known
What the fuck did you mean
You'd never let go?
You're gone now
And I've got nowhere to go

I'm worn out
Beaten by sleepless nights
Exhausted hours spent trying to put up a fight
Tired from a life spent pretending it’s all alright
I can't remember the last time I felt at home
I can't remember the last time I had someone to hold
I'm all alone now, living life on my own
I've passed up every chance I had to grow.

I believe that people change
Or else we would have stayed the same
Hand in hand and I would still be
Enchanted by your name.
But people change for no good reason

And your ghost has left me cursed.

I live my life from the back of a hearse

I lost the game, I gave up first

I believe that people change
But only for the worse.